11 November 2015

Jingle Spawn

Blight is drawing close

The darkspawn horde arrives

Ostagar will fall

Taking all those lives

Loghain killed the king

By fleeing from the fight

What fun it is to fight and sing

A slaying song tonight!


(Chorus)
Apostates, high dragons,

Demons and darkspawn.

Oh! what fun it is to fight

Until they are all gone.

Apostates, high dragons,

Demons and darkspawn.

Oh! what fun it is to fight

Until they are all gone.



Run from Lothering

The Blight was too damn near

Ships to Kirkwall bring

Mother, sister, gear

This dwarf is pretty cool

The elves aren't all that bad

This Grey Warden is such a tool

And Aveline is rad.


(Chorus)


Fade rifts open up

The breach is kinda bad

I just want a cup

Of wine to cure the sad

Cullen's pretty cute

Solas is an egg

Give Corypheus the boot

And then we'll have a keg!


(Chorus)

Fallout Night

Quiet vault, rusted vault

Scientists, all your fault

See the Wasteland, dead and wild

Super mutants, ghouls reviled

Sleep wherever you can,

Sleep wherever you can.



Quiet vault, rusted vault

Guard the door, dwellers halt

Don't go out, it's safe inside

All those left, they have died

Stay in relative peace,

Stay in relative peace.



Quiet vault, rusted vault

Bandits play at assault

Deathclaws strike, people die

Secret vaults make you cry

Run as fast as you can,

Run as fast as you can.


01 October 2015

In That Moment

It had been days - or was it weeks? - since Katalina's abduction.

There had been no ransom, not even the slightest word from her captors.

He'd thought he would never see her again.

So when Deanna burst through the doors of the little cottage they'd been using as their base during their search for her, he'd thought the worst... until he saw that she was supporting a woman who could have been her twin.

Lucaros didn't remember moving. He didn't recall running to the door - to her. The force of his impact with her might have knocked her off her feet if he hadn't already been grabbing for her, pulling her into his arms.

He did remember wrapping his arms around her, holding her tight. He buried his face into her neck, the scent of wisteria - her scent - wafting around him. She was rigid in his arms at first, but then she relaxed, and returned his embrace. He could feel her pressing against him, craving as much contact as she could get.

The two stood, clinging together as if their lives depended solely on the other. Maybe they did, with that stupid prophecy, but Lucaros knew different.

It wasn't until Deanna cleared her throat that he pulled away, albeit reluctantly. Once she'd been pulled away to have her wounds treated, and he had space to think, he realized...

...I love her.

25 June 2015

The Advances of Industry

"What makes you think you can do anything?" she spat, her face contorted with disgust as she stared down her long nose at me. "You are just a man." Her lips twisted in a mockery of a smile. "And not even a very attractive one, at that."

I sighed inwardly, my eyes closing briefly in a silent prayer, before I turned to face her fully. "I have been doing this ever since it was invented," I explained patiently, though patient was not at all what I felt. "My team was one of the first to beta test the device, and I scored very high marks during that and all subsequent testing phases."

She gave me a look that implied she still didn't believe me, but what else could I say? I'd told her the truth. Technology and I, we got along great. It was people I couldn't stand, but a man had to eat and pay bills somehow.

Still, some days it just didn't feel worth the hassle of putting up with such ignorance.

This woman had dropped hundreds - if not thousands - on a device she only barely understood. It had not been treated with the respect it deserved, and now that it was dying (several years before the end of its expected lifespan) she suddenly needed to get it fixed.

But I, a simple man, was apparently not worthy of the 'honor' of repairing what she only saw as a fun techno-gadget, a toy to make her life easier.

It disgusted me, how people treated these objects. These machines were delicate and needed a soft touch. 'Percussive maintenance' may work on the monsters of the olden days, but rarely was it suitable for our modern times.

I was absolutely certain that this woman held to the so-called 'tried and true' methods of dealing with ornery technology.

My job was even more difficult as a man. The leading engineers of the day were women, considered to be better suited to the critical thinking required of our ever-evolving machines.

This customer's sexism was not unusual, but it still grated.

After a long, drawn out silence, she finally sighed, shaking me out of my reverie. "Fine," she snarled. "But you had better not fuck it up."

Oh, it was so tempting...

24 June 2015

Good Intentions

Her tail flicked slowly through the water, stirring up micro-currents that caused nearby seaweed to stir and wave in the clear water. Sunlight, broken into shafts of light by the coral reef above, filtered down into the depths of the ocean in which she lived, glinting off her pale grey-green skin.

She trailed a series of bubbles behind her, blowing them through pursed lips as she expelled air from her over-water lungs. In response, her gill slits, previously hidden against her neck and upper torso, opened to let water flow through them.

Quite frankly, she preferred breathing through her gills than through her nose or mouth. She always felt so helpless on the surface, floundering and gasping for breath until her body remembered it knew how to take in air.

The humans who visited her little community had been shocked and disgusted at first, watching her go from gills to lungs. Now they tried to talk to her through things they called underwater radios. Human speech was funny, but easy enough to learn and understand, once she got the hang of it. They spoke a lovely, almost musical language. They had given her what they called a map, coated in some strange, clear film that kept it from dissolving in the water.

She, ever curious, taught them what her clicks and songs meant, explaining that dolphins spoke a similar language, though it wasn't exactly the same.

The mer-woman, as the humans had called her, had just reentered the water after a rare over-water visit with the little research ship. She was excited, because today a human woman would be joining her in the water. She'd watched the woman put on a second skin; it was black, and felt almost right, though it had an unnatural texture to it.

The tiny fins the woman had put on her feet had sent the mer-woman into fits of silent laughter, her throat not quite knowing how to form the sound for human ears. They all figured it out fairly quickly, though, and she heard their laughter ringing out across the water around them.

She felt more than heard the splash as the human woman entered the water. Turning, she made her way back through the reef, her powerful tail propelling her through the water at speeds the human could never hope to accomplish naturally. The mer-woman showed her excitement by swimming broad loops around her human companion, clicking rapidly with chatter even their machines had trouble following.

There was a brief moment where she was able to register sadness and guilt on the woman's face, before a heavy net snared her and dragged her from her home.

A tiny prick of pain, like a jellyfish sting, and the world around her drifted away into great, black nothingness.

23 June 2015

Tears from the Moon

The rain beat down on his umbrella, a constant drumming as fat droplets hit the tightly-stretched fabric. There was no other noise; not even his footsteps penetrated the soft hiss of water hitting pavement.

Only the dim glow of street lamps lit up the night, though sometimes he could see the faint glow of the full moon from behind the cloud cover.

He'd been unable to sleep, tossing and turning as his mind went over all the ways the conversation could have gone. Could he have said this? Would that have made it worse? How could he have made it better? His every thought was of her and how their discussion had gone.

Everything he'd wanted to say, should have said, rang through his head now, drowning out even the rain. He would do anything for her, so why hadn't he said as much?

It was easy to hold himself together during the day, when people could see him, could judge him. But when the sun set and he found himself alone, his thoughts inevitably went to her.

Now she was lost. A memory, haunting his nights, his dreams. Why couldn't the ghost of her memory leave him alone, the same way she had done? He'd lost her, and instead of fighting to keep her, telling her the things he knew - now - that she had needed to hear, he'd just let her go.

He sagged, the umbrella lowering. Drops of rain hit his face, mingling with the tears that rolled down his cheeks. Looking up to the moon, he cried, letting the water wash over him.

It didn't take away the pain.

It never did.

20 June 2015

What's in the Past

Why did they leave me?

The question raced through her mind, over and over and over again. She played through every scenario, trying to pinpoint what happened. Where everything went wrong.

I wasn't good enough to keep him around.
I wasn't pretty enough.
I wasn't thin enough.
I didn't pay enough attention to him.

She never wanted me anyway.
I was too pretty to be around her.
I reminded her of things she wanted to forget.

I should never have been born.

I shouldn't exist.

Tears slid down her cheeks, her eyes puffy and red from prolonged crying, but no sound escaped her lips. Her shoulders shook with silent sobs as she replayed in her mind, over and over again, the things he had told her.

I can't be with you.
This thing that happened... it's too much.
Too scary.
I can't do it.

It hadn't been her sole decision. He'd wanted it, too. She wasn't ready - financially or emotionally - and he just didn't want the responsibility.

She didn't regret the decision.

It had hurt, though. The trauma was mental more than anything. He slept in the bedroom while she lay, curled up on the couch, her body wracked with pain as the pills she'd taken did their work. It felt like knives were slicing at her insides, or like claws, ripping her apart from within.

And he slept, leaving her to face it all on her own.

A week later, when her body did things she didn't want, reacted to the pills in ways that made her hate looking at herself in the mirror, he began to show signs of being even more distant.

The distance had been growing ever since she'd taken the first pill.

Two weeks after that, he'd told her to pack up.

She had nowhere else to go close by. She asked for a week, to arrange a job transfer back to where she'd come from. At least she had friends there.

Friends she could never tell about what happened.

One person knew, and that person couldn't be there for her.

And the person she'd wanted to tell, needed to hear from, wanted nothing to do with her. She couldn't bring herself to intrude, not even for this. Especially not for this.

There was no comfort for her. Not here. Not back home.

Not anywhere.